(When there was nothing, God was. If nothing existed, God would still be... Existence drowned me; if I did not exist, what would it matter?)
The phrase appears frequently in modern media to evoke a sense of "wildness" or "enchantment": Dil kaafir
(I am a heretic of the heart, but listen to me, my love... Before you, this head never bowed to anyone else.) (When there was nothing, God was
In Sufi thought, there is a famous hadith qudsi (sacred saying): "I was a hidden treasure, and I loved to be known." Creation exists because God loves to be loved. Before you, this head never bowed to anyone else
So, whisper it to yourself tonight in the dark. Mera dil kaafir hai. My heart has left the faith of reason. It has bowed to the false god of you. And it refuses to repent.
There is a sense of delightful frustration in the term. When a poet says, "Mera dil kaafir ho gaya" (My heart has become an infidel), they are describing a loss of control. The heart has its own will; it wanders into forbidden territories, breaks its own promises, and remains stubbornly unfaithful to the owner’s attempts at discipline. 4. Cultural Echoes
The heretic heart refuses to lie. It does not pretend to be over someone it is not over. It does not pretend to be faithful to a culture that suffocates it. If you are in pain, the Dil Kaafir says: Do not hide it. Let it burn.
САБИР Фахим 
КАДИРИ Хомаюн 
ИСКАНДАРОВ Косимшо 
Дмитрий МИЛОСЕРДОВ 
МЕХДИ Михяуддин 
МОХАММАД Дауд